1.This survey gets a little personal, can you handle it?
Sure. Seems like I've got nowhere left to go but up at this point.

2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
EWALD

3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
Well, I was sleepy, but then I got my usual "Good morning!" text, and I instantly became happy!

4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
A few hours ago, with one of my moms friends.

5. Do you like someone?
I've got two words for you: JACOB. EWALD. <3

6.Is this poll too long?
Not like I've got anything better to do, and after reading another jounral, I need somewhere to vent.

7. What are you excited for?
The jar of nutella chocolate to unfreeze.

8. What were you doing yesterday?
Uhh, well, my usual routine...

9. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
Jacob, about 4.5 seconds ago over aim but its not the big i-love-you just yet!

10. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
NUTELLA!!!!!!!!!!!!

11. Have a best friend?
I have a few, yes ^^

12. Are you scared to fall in love?
No. I've never truly fallen in love, but I think this is the closest so far.

13. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
I don't think age matters, to tell you the truth.

14. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
Jeremiah. And the usual group of idiots.

15. What time is it right this second?
10:02pm

16. What do you want right now?
I want Jacob to be here next to me and I really really wish people would stop causing drama for no reason. I have a no-drama policy this year, and if you violate that, I'm cutting you out. Period.

17. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
A cute giraffe stuffed animal at Rainforest Cafe <3

18. Are you single/taken/heartbroken?
Taken, if you didn't already figure that out.

19. When was the last time you cried?
Sometime last week before bed.

20. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
I think even though it is pretty rocky sometimes, it's better than alot of other peoples' relationships w/ THIER parents.

21. Do you find it hard to trust others?
No, I think my problem is that I put too much trust in people sometimes. Then when they hurt me, it all comes crashing down at once, something that seems to be happening again recently.

22. How fast does your mind change?
I think I'm pretty stubborn and can hold my opinions for a really, really long time.

23. I bet you miss somebody right now?
Oh yeah. Big time.

24. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
I was. Until a few things happened and I became pissed again.

25. Why do you think so many people cheat?
I think it's because they don't appreciate what they have and just want more. I could go on and on about this, but I'll leave it here. I dislike cheaters with a burning passion.

26. Tell me what's on your mind?
People pissing me off as usual while Jacob tries to calm me down.

27. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
Disneyland w/the group instead of homecoming!!!!

28. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
Of course! Most recent time was when I wore Jacob's shirt

29. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
Uhh I dont have a number one top friend.
Talked to Katie about two hours ago, we went for a walk.
Michelle at school.
Jacob I'm currently talking to.
Kay and Faith at school!

30. When is your next road trip?
After high school. Hellz to the yeah.

31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
Well, there was someone, but I'm starting to think I'm putting my trust in the wrong people. At the moment, it's Jacob! I can tell him everything....and I have.

32. How's your heart?
Busy being taped and super glued back together. Call back later.

33. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
As a matter of fact, last Friday at JCDC. Way to make a girl feel included, guys. Ridiculous.

34. Do you think someones in love with you?
I think we're getting there...

35. What are you planning on doing after this?
Go upstairs and webchat w/boyfriend of course!

36. Next time you will kiss someone?
Next time I see Jacob.

37. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
Of course.

38. Who do you not get along with?
All my old friends. Why did I even BOTHER hanging out with those people? I see now they're all fakes, and I'm happy I've moved on.

39. what does you 3rd recent text say?
Jacob:

40. What are you wearing right now?
Fav jeans, Niagara falls shirt, my regular bracelets, socks?

41. You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, how is it?
THAT would be a DREAM right there, actually!!!! Can you make it happen, pls?

42. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
ew

43. What's your fave boy and girl name right now?
I like Nicholas, James and William for boys and the list for girls NEVER ENDS It's what I get for being a fanfiction addict.

44. How did you feel when you woke up?
Like I just wanted to roll over and go back to sleep, which is what I did.

45. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
I wish Jacob could call me, but he's flooded with hw

46. Do you crack your knuckles?
Can't, sorry.

47. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
Talking to Jakey Baby

48. What are your LEGAL initials?
HRS

49. Whose the first B in your contacts?
Ben Veiling o........0

50. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
At school today. "SOMEONE CALL THE CHIROPRACTOR!!!" ahh I love my friends.

51. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
I think I'll use Michelle and Katie for this.
OF. COURSE.

52. Last awkward moment?
Katie telling me an...err...interesting conversation she had with a guy

53. Are you afraid of the dark?
The dark is afraid of ME

54. Do you have good vision?
NOPE blind as a bat, really.

55. Have you ever kissed in the rain?
No, but dear god I think I'd faint if that ever happened...in a good way.

56. Have you ever slapped someone?
Yep

57. Are you Irish?
NOPE but Artemis Fowl is!!!!

58. Do you use chapstick?
Occasionally, but only cuz I have the choco one and Jacob likes chocolate

59. Do you have any scars?
I have one on my left side from surgery that's really long, and people ALWAYS seem to poke me and tickle me there, which seriously pisses me off cuz sometimes it hurts ppl. Theres another one for the lung tube and also one for an I.V. that broke. The scars from my old friends leaving me are nearly gone.

60. Is there someone you will never forgive?
Yes. Most definately.

61.Are you dating the person you last held hands with?
Uhh I think the last person I held hands with was Jacob, so yes.

62. Name the last person to text you?
J.A.C.O.B.

63. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
I doubt it, no.

64. Can you go in public looking like you do?
Sure, and I did a few hours ago.

65. Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a J?
L.O.L. JACOB

66. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
On my stomache...towards the rightish side I think, but sometimes I wake up all the way on the left with my face against the wall o........0

67. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
Scream.

68. What's one huge pet peeve?
When people say one thing and do the complete opposite. Especially when it comes to friendships.

69. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?


70. Do you miss the way things used to be?
Yeah, but I'm okay-ish with how things are now.

71. Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you?
No, but...soon, I think

72. Song you're thinking of right now?
"I hardly think I'm qualified to come across all sanctified, I just don't cut it with the cherubim..."
The road to el dorado: "Tough to be a god"

73. Want someone back in your life?
Yes and no. One person in paticular I want back, but recent actions makes me think otherwise.
Other than that one thing, no. I've moved on.

74. Will tomorrow be better than today?
Of course not! w00t!